My friend Marlene
If I'd known about fasting 10 years earlier, I could have saved Marlene from dementia. She died in February. I can take the loneliness. it's just me now. What gets me, is how much I miss her. Me and her were really close. 54 years of closeness. I woke up from a dream right now. I dreamed I was visiting someone in the hospital,a family member. I was going to sleep next to them to keep them company while they got better. For some reason, in my dream, I got up, I think, to say hi to a woman in the bed next to me. I happened to walk around her and there she was. Its difficult to express how pure Marlene was. Wow, I said do you remember me? Her dementia had me thinking she may be without memory of me. But no, there she was smiling at me. That beautiful face. And she said, you're my husband Pierre. That's when I realized, again, how much I loved this woman and how much in love with me she was. The last 2 years, before she left me, she had dementia and disintegrated disks an...