My friend Marlene

 If I'd known about fasting 10 years earlier, I could have saved Marlene from dementia. She died in February. I can take the loneliness. it's just me now. What gets me, is how much I miss her. Me and her were really close. 54 years of closeness.

I woke up from a dream right now. I dreamed I was visiting someone in the hospital,a family member. I was going to sleep next to them to keep them company while they got better.

For some reason, in my dream, I got up, I think, to say hi to a woman in the bed next to me. I happened to walk around her and there she was. 

Its difficult to express how pure Marlene was. Wow, I said do you remember me? Her dementia had me thinking she may be without memory of me. But no, there she was smiling at me. That beautiful face. And she said, you're my husband Pierre. That's when I realized, again, how much I loved this woman and how much in love with me she was.

The last 2 years, before she left me, she had dementia and disintegrated disks and no cartilage in her knees. She suffered with physical pain every time I took her to the bathroom.  

It got to the point where I couldn't move her anymore. Just the short trek of maybe 25 feet was too much. So she became bedridden. Even rolling her to one side for diaper change was extremely painful. She's gone now. 

So now, I had problems with my eyes and I had to figure out what to do to fix my eyes of wet macular degeneration. I Found fasting. It seems to have cured me. Theres no way of knowing how fast it'll come back if I don't do my 4 day fasts. Maybe I'll need to start my anti VegF shots again. I don't know.

The thing is, I really don't want to be here on Earth without her. I'm not the suicidal type. Its just that, this life doesn't feel like its worth living without her. I was her rock, her hero, her man. I tried dating. That was so disappointing. There's no way I will ever feel like I felt with Marlene. This planet seems so empty without her. She was a beautiful person, a beautiful woman. 

I remember, after being married to her for 17 years, I was walking down the hallway and she met me there. I looked down at that face of hers. I saw right then and there, the most  beautiful woman I'd ever known. She shined with a smile so warm and so sincere. Her blue eyes melted my heart right then and there. I realized I was the luckiest man alive.

It's for those kind of lovers that I do this work of animating the process of fasting. Its for those lovers that have a chance of staying healthy till the end of their lives. 

Who would have thought that lysosomes could reduce disease. That they would kill zombie cells. That a person can reduce their biologic age. I know how it works. I know how to trigger them into cleaning out cell garbage. That's the thing, I know how they work. I know what causes old age. Lysosomes are what kills the foreigners when youre sick.

It doesnt matter to me personally that the conservative, fearful nature of the medical industry is slow to adopt the truth. I don't see evil there. Not at all.

 I had a long talk with an imminent surgeon about what it was like to be a surgeon. He said he lived in fear. Not of losing his job, maybe a little, don't know. But what kept him up at night was the fear of damaging someone for the rest of their lives. He said, day and night, that fear never left him. Not ever.

Can you blame doctors thay are super conservative because they don't want to make mistakes.

Anytime we trailblaze, in a new forest of human cell behavior, there's always going to be naysayers. They don't bother me. Resistance has a really important place in any new endeavor. And the science of fasting is new. Yeah religions did it. They didn't know the science of the human cell. Now, we do. There's so much, though, we need to learn. 

It's just amazing how intelligent the human cell is. How it can create, almost immediately, an organism that makes food out of broken cell pieces, foreign bacteria and viruses. Even old age zombie cells become food. 

Anyway.

Pierre









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