Truth and resistance

Why do humans ignore truth when it presents itself so readily? I see so many humans ignore the very thing that will give them a full healthy physical and mental life.

I can say that cognitive dissonance is the reason and that humans put blinders on just like horses. But that's not the whole story. There is a kind of mistrust that presents itself because so many humans will take advantage of each other to reach a better level of survival. Truly, this is the blind leading the blind. 

Why? Wealth and the act of augmentation of survival only leads to great personal loss if these two are placed above truth, beauty and goodness.

In my search to understand metabolism and the various poisons, like sugar, that we ingest, i find enormous resistance to the truth. 

For a while I believed that genetics was the reason but nope.

If genetics is the computer, epigenetics is the keyboard that can manipulate whether those genetics are expressed. We can't control all our genetic programming but a lot of it we can. We decide, not our genetics. 

So why are we so resistant? Inertia seems to be the culprit. At the same time without human inertia, we wouldn't be as steady as we are. Resistance keeps us solidly on our current path and then keeps us on the new path when we finally decide on a new direction.

So I am forced to accept my current position in our worldly climb to perfection. It is my lot, it is our lot. It was meant to be that I would find the truth about lysosomes and autophagy and recognize that was being ignored by most of the medical industry. The scientific side of the medical industry, though, is extremely aware.

Do i grind my teeth over this? No but I have lost many, many hours of sleep. I have watched my friend, my wife, lose her mental ability while I full well know that if I had known about fasting and the GKI index earlier in my life, I could have saved her from this fate. She is too unhealthy to do a 4 day fast and I believe it is, currently,  the only thing that can save her. Yet I do know the damage is done. Old age and refined carbohydrates have taken their toll.

I know she's going to a beautiful place. I'm happy for her that way. I just don't like what she is going through. 

I believe I will live a healthy life, that is, if I don't let the emotion of this planet take away my sense of personal reason. I lnow i will lose my friend, actually, I already have. Dementia has kidnapped her without any ransom.

I've been extremely lucky. I've done so many things in my life that led me here, to this place, where my awareness meets my humanity. 

Now I face the greatest mountain, my own resistance to facing what must be done. 4 day fasts and the work i need to do to show my journey through science and religion so that others can benefit from my work. The truth of the fact of my rise to selfhood rings the highest bell.

I wholeheartedly believe that a stream of 4 day fasts will reduce my biologic age and any diseases I currently possess. Can the belief of the beauty of existence presented by the Urantia book and the sight I have gained in my studies give me the power to fully restore my physical health? And if so, can I muster the power to present my findings so that other humans can benefit?

Time is my friend and my enemy.

Pierre








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